The
thing is, is he is also the guy that I am supposed to be going to the wedding
with at the end of the month, which I also don’t want to go to. Ugh, how do I get myself into these
situations?
I
am extremely annoyed with the way things have been panning out these last few
months. Guy #1 pisses me off
daily. I kind of had it out with
him via text last night. I called
him out on being a doucher that can’t even be my friend anymore. I guess he got what he wanted from me,
and that’s that. No Name Guy, the
Bet guy, he is nothing to me as of right now. And this guy I am going out with tonight, I just don’t want
to fucking go.
Don’t
get me wrong, I love food, especially when it’s free, but I am just not up for
a date tonight. I don’t like
getting dressed up and fancy fancy.
I would rather sit on a bar stool, surrounded by my friends, have a few
drinks and go home. But
noooo. I have to go on a date
tonight. Fuck my life right?
I
feel like all of these blogs are somehow always about my infatuation with Guy
#1. I just can’t help myself. Ugh! I really just want to punch him in the face almost every
day! The thing is, is he lead me
on for a month and a half, then stops talking to me, he is rude, and he is an
ass. And I still like him. As is typical, the girls always fall
for the biggest douche man!
Why!? Why, why, why!? I thought I was done with falling for
the douche man! Guess not.
I
guess I will keep everyone posted in a few hours as to how this date goes.
Hours
later…
The
date actually went well. We went
to a hibachi place for dinner, and how presumptuous of the chef to make a
beating heart out of fried rice, but whatever, dinner was good.
We
ate, chatted, and had a few drinks, and then when it was time to go I did the
whole “kiss my cheek thing.” I don’t
know if he was expecting anything more at that point, but as I previously
stated, just no. No thanks.
The
funny thing is this; I have a job interview this morning and I went to bed when
I got home (and by bed, I mean I laid down and watch Game of Thrones for 4
hours, but I digress). Wouldn’t you
know that at 3am this morning I get a message from Guy #1? Who calls someone at 3am!? He is trying to be my friend again, and
I appreciate his valiant effort, but come on bro, not at 3am on the morning of
my interview.
We
all know that if I was actually awake while this text came through I would have
went over there if he wanted me to, because I am a dirty beast, I would have
had my way with him and then I would have went home and gotten ready for my
interview.
Damn
him and his cute face!
Being
that I am a semi-stalker I know he is going to be out tonight, so my goal is
this; find him!
Is
that creepy? I think it’s a little
much, but whatever. I just want to
see him! FML.
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